fishing........ah!

Well...after debating if I was going to go fishing...I am more than glad I did !

What a thrill !

Beautiful scenery..peace & quiet.

The first morning.we got up at 3am....I started to make breakfast...on the propane stove.

Looked for the pots & pans ( I should of looked the night before ).......got the bacon going....the eggs....heated up the beans...then.....the darn smoke detector took off !

I found the off button...but gezz..at 3 am ?...I must of woke up all the other cabins.......

Continued cooking.( half woken up )

Made the coffee..then the toasts...then the darn thing sounded off AGAIN !

This time..I stepped in a mouse trap....the thing triggered shut on my small toe !

Now I was swearing..getting the trap off....watching the eggs...and finding the off button for the smoke alarm....

My Boy friend was between laughing.......and and watching me running around....with his mouth opened.

Well.......That woke me up. !

The 4 days went too fast....

I needed this....

Somehow this rejuvenated my spirit....and soul.

I still have all the wonderful scenery in my mind..........the 3 Moose we saw...the Loons on the lake..the birds......the smells........

Solititude

It's been almost 2 months since my last blog post.

I have lived ups and downs.......and must admit ...and an attempted suicide.

I am not dramatizing this.....but it has helped me to fight for life.

I am still psychologically week.........very...........but I accepted the fishing trip my boyfriend has been insisting to go.

3 days......up Quebec North......4 hours from us....then another 2 in the wilderness.

Just being out of the City sounds......and hearing nothing..or almost...will do wonders for me.

I said yes this morning.

I had an idea.......for a painting....and yes I will paint this..when I get back from fishing......

Solitude..........I only cropped a part of what is my mind........if all goes well.......I should show it to you in 2-3 weeks....

It is hard for me to re-start painting.....but I admit........it is part of me.......like an organ.

2 weeks.......see you then....