dyptique

A gift from a friend....3...... 24 x 24 inch canvases. :)

So I have one left :)

This came at just the right time.......

I could not finish my cougar face as I do not have enough paints ( colors ), so I put it aside for now.

Friday morning..I took out 2 canvases...and did the sketch for the Zebra's face.

It took me a couple of hours.........to get the ''exact '' proportions on both sides of face on canvas.

This took my mind off all the infructuous job searching that I have been doing for the past 3 - 4 months.

I guess no one wants an overweight handicapped, ugly old lady.

I even checked myself into a ladies homeless shelter last Friday , to take off the financial strain off my boy friend.

Maybe you are thinking this is crazy...but it isn't ......this way I was thinking of retrieving my independence..and not living on my generous friends hand-outs.

I just can not accept this anymore.

This is NOT me...... normally I am the one who helps.....Where has gone my pride and independence ?

Right now I am just numb to ANY emotions.

Anyways..back to the Dyptique.

2 x 24 inches....so when finished ( this week ) will be around 50 x 24 inches in all.

I am putting the focus on the eyes of the Zebra........ half opened....An inner feeling that I have to close myself out the outside world.....I will have this reflection on my Zebra.